Friday, September 24, 2010

The beginning

Things how i recall them:

It was some time in 2001, i can't recall the exact day but it changed my life for ever. I was sitting behind my computer desk at home, in my town house i couldn't afford, no furniture except a bed and a computer desk. I remember feeling so over whelmed, not knowing what to do, how to cope, where to turn. I lost both of my parents in a car crash and i didn't have any family. I was 21 years old, broke and broken. I picked up the newspaper to search for jobs and opened it randomly to the adult services section. Right there in from of my eye's was an ad for call girls "Female Management, busy establishment, top $$'s" was what i read. I sighed, picked up the phone and dialed the number. A man called Paul answered the phone, or at least i think his name was Paul. He was the owner of the Golden Apple Brothel in Kings Cross, a suburb i normally stayed away from. Paul asked me whether i had "worked" before and i said no. He told me what it involved and funny enough he actually tried to talk me out of trying it, sadly enough i needed the money, i was broke with not a penny to my name, nowhere to turn, i had to do something. Paul explained to me that his establishments were "drug free" and naively i believed him. We arranged for me to do my first shift the following night, i wrote down the address and hung up. I was scared, nervous and worried about where this would lead, but i kept telling myself, its only for a short while, just until i can get on my feet and sort my life out. I remember not being able to sleep that night, i knew nothing about the sex industry, and i had no one to ask for help or for advise. This was it, a new chapter in my life, one i wish i had never taken, one that has taught me many lessons. I do believe that each of our lives are destine, fated to be exactly how they are at this particular point in time, but I'm 30 years old now and feel like i have lived a million years. This is my story.